Athine (32), Lahti, eskort tyttö

Amnesia

my uploads were far better than this picture and none even made it to voting. i'm a little saddened by this. the past 4 times i've uploaded photos, only 1 picture made it. it's a little discouraging.

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Also, my 'friend' will be in town around next week for Christmas break. She already knows my feelings since I spilled my guts. I think I will feel very strange around her. However, in her last email two weeks ago, she said that she can't wait to speak with me. (She emphasized the word wait). She also said that she wants to talk to me for a long time so we could catch up. When she closed the email, she closed with a someone affectionate close. I am really baffled by this chick. It is like she is toying with me. She pretty much told me that I will always be her friend, but never a lover. So instead of going through this rollercoaster again, should I let her know that I care for her, but feel that I need to stop contacting her? I honestly don't think I can let this charade go on. I love the woman, but if it isn't reciprocated, then I am just wasting my time. (I deep down love and care for this woman. But I think I will look like a fool if I continue). But the problem is this. When I spilled my guts, I asked her if I should continue contacting her. I said that I would understand and respect her opinion if she felt we should cut off communications. I also went on to add that I really valued our communications. I said that since we were somewhat emotionally intimate, it would be a shame to just drop our friendship/relationship just like that. Well, she responded with the 'you'll always be one of my friends' lines and that she wanted to continue writing to me.